"Why?!"

I'm tired...tired of the way life is
I'm tired...tired for fighting without rest and have no results
I'm tired...tired of all
I don't wanna live but I don't wanna die too I just don't wanna exist anymore
Everytime I try to put my face a little up
Everytime I think one battle its over I see that it don't even started
I'm sick...sick of the way I'm tired
I'm sick...I can't sleep anymore
I'm sick...my smiles are fake for so many times
Why does everything goes wrong with me?
Why does as the time goes by I'm getting worst?
I'm weak...Can't even deny it anymore
I'm weak...Can't even stop thinking anymore
I'm weak...Why can't I taste the sweetness of opening the right door?
I can hardly breath, and even it brings me pain
I wanna look back and see something was not in vain
I cry...I cry in silence where the light don't go
I cry...I bleed inside day and night
I cry...No one can help me, not even I
I've tried everything but nothing stops it for much long
Don't know what to do, don't know who am I
And because of it all I just scream when I cry
I scream...scream inside till I got no voice
I scream...scream like I'm gonna die and I have no choice
I scream...scream cause I can't take this pain anymore
I quit..Game Over...can anyone give me a coin?!
I'm full...full of playing the sick game of life
I'm full...full but I don't wanna quit cause I feel I gotta win it
I'm full...full like I'm drowning on a childs pool
My lungs are burning with so many watter
My feets are heavy like the heaviest stone
I don't wanna be together, I don't wanna be alone
Who am I?
Where is my life?
Why don't anyone left me an advise?
IS THAT ANYBODY IN THIS FUCKING DARKNESS?!?!
Looks like I heard some voices telling me to find a light
But I start thinking there's no light there
Feels like I'm buried alive
Don't even recognize that voices
Why are they screaming so loud?!
What happened?!
They used to whisper some good words to me
Why do they shutted?!
Why is so cold there?
Am I death already?!
Why am I questioning if no one can answer me?
Why am I here...
Why am I trying...
Why am I...I !?
Damn it...:\

Sceptrus

"Curta Metragem"

Touch my heart
Rape my soul
Take my eyes
Blind my mind

There is no life without sun
Darkness fall and pain begun
Seeds never grown without water
And my life stopped since I first saw you

I’ve tried to rewind
But it was too late
I try to erase
But there’s no debate
I found that I love you
And that’s what I hate…in me.

Sceptrus

“Prision of Mine”

Drink my blood
Breathe my air
Consume my meat
And complete your puzzle

That way you’re killing me
The way you kidnapped my soul
And you leave all the rest behind
My mind is now a jail
And you’re the gaoler of mine

Free me
My heart is an iceberg on fire
You’re my motive of desire
And only you can let it be

Insanity takes control
I’m damned by your enchantment
There’s no witch to save my soul
And no bitch can make it different

Come back and take all you left behind
I can give you all that you can’t find
Just rescue me from this dark hole
Accept my heart and console…my pain

My soul was condemned by you
And it’s now locked in the prison of forever land…


Sceptrus

Apresentação

Apresento-me dizendo que tudo o que aqui pretendo postar são acima de tudo "expressões da alma" nas suas diversas variantes. Como tal admito que algumas possam ser de dificil compreensão para quem lê, visto que algumas vezes a complexidade desses mesmos estados de alma dificulta uma deciferação facilitada da mensagem. Enfim...deitei-me à experiência de ter um blog...espero que gostem!